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SELF DOUBT

from 11​:​11 by RIVER HOOKS

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"I’m a mess
Been comparing myself to everybody else
And I do it well
Building my own hell

Can’t get out my head
Wanna curl up in bed
Check my phone instead
Adding oil to my flames
It’s a bad mind game

And I’ve been tryna play cool
But social media has got me in a mood
It’s far gone from a kiddie pool
Now I’m playing with sharks
And I’m drowning in self doubt

Self doubt
Everybody puts on a show now
We’ve got depression cause the world’s been cropping out all the ugly
Perfect lives for the clout
That’s what we see daily

Self doubt
Tryna keep me down (x2)
mmmm
I’ve got all this self doubt

Mmmm

Self doubt

Yea

And I’m depressed
When I’m scrolling through my feed
Overloaded with everything I’m not
And where I wanna be
Losing hours on sleep
While filling up my anxiety

This feelin
Is it all in my head?
Can I really make a scene?
With some lyrics and a beat?
Feels like I’m falling behind each day
While all my friends
Figured out the way

Hey

This isn’t where I wanna be
I just wanna be
I just wanna be
Somebody (somebody)
I’m terrified of what may never be
I want to be on a billboard
Where you can see me

And I’ve been tryna play it cool
But social media has got me in a mood
It’s far gone from a kiddie pool
Now I’m playing with sharks
And I’m drowning in self doubt

Self doubt
Everybody puts on a show now
We’ve got depression cause the world’s been cropping out all the ugly
Perfect lives for the clout
That’s what we see daily

Self doubt
Trynna keep me down (x2)
mmmm
I’ve got all this self doubt

Self Doubt

(What the fuck am I doing? Ok. Bye.)"

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from 11​:​11, released October 16, 2020

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RIVER HOOKS New York, New York

River Hooks is a self taught multi-instrumentalist, singer, songwriter, producer and engineer. Her debut EP 11:11 is her first fully self-produced project since her 2018 single "Worth it." She has collaborated on several projects with producers such as Villain's "Latch Off Of Me", Lucian's "Real or Fake" and Kate Brunotts "Hugsrdrugs.". She is not defined by any genre ... more

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